So it's been a while since I've sat down and had words with my computer. Things are so busy right now! We just had my parents 30th wedding anniversary, a surprise party :) That was great! All their friends came and they were very surprised, ok so my mom was surprised, my dad is to smart for something like that! But we held it on my birthday, just early enough to make them wonder if it really was a party for my birthday (which we told them it was) :) My wonderful sisters were a huge part of this! I couldn't have done it with out them! And to top it all off they got me a wonderful gift for my birthday! Then this coming weekend is JV's birthday, she'll be 3! Wow! And then we are almost to October!
I feel like I'm floating through time, the weeks the days just going through the motions, it's hard to stand on shifting sand. I don't feel like I've had time to sit and enjoy dinner, I'm always worried about getting the kitchen cleaned up that night. Taking time to enjoy my girls, play with them and watch them grow! Or spend some "quality" time with the boss, God knows he needs it :) And then what about the time for myself, how do I take that time and not feel guilty for it. I feel pulled in so many directions by so many people, when can I sit and not worry about time flying by or who's going to do the laundry or will my children do well in school and then what to do when they graduate. Mom worries I know, I never thought I'd lose myself through it all though. Mission #1 - gain control again and enjoy something for myself!!
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