Beautiful Reality

It has rained all day, I love it! Though my hair does not!! All I can think of is "let it rain, let it pour" in a very sing-songy way (a very grown-up sing-songy way). I would love to curl up on the couch beside the window and watch the rain pour from the sky while reading a book immersing myself in another world. But then my child screams "mommie! I need to potty!" and my husband asks me what's for dinner and once again MC is hungry....life.

I pull myself out of my fantasy world and back into my beautiful reality.

I've been doing that a lot lately, finding myself day dreaming about the things I want to do in my life. Like what I want to be when I grow up. I should probably already know this but it seems it's always changing. Is it like that for everyone? I'm afraid that if I speak about the things I'm passionate about, the things I would LOVE to be that they will somehow disappear. That once I verbalize them and act upon them that they will turn into my muted everyday life I've come to know. Or will keeping them as day dreams keep them lively and exciting in my mind...